Written on 7/26/2015
Isn't that just what relationship is?
The want of being with someone, the desire of wanting to be around a certain person. Sure there isn't always going to be a butterfly feeling in your stomach, sure there isn't going to always be heart skipping moments. But someone at the end of the day you're comfortable talking to, someone who you are willing to care for, and be kind to, and understanding unconditionally.
Someone who you're willing to risk everything for.
Someone who you'd sacrifice to and for.
Love isn't always intense, it is sometimes calm, sometimes just that fulfilling feeling of knowing that they're there.
I felt that the past two weeks, the we had been through that phase. And it felt nice, I don't know how he felt about it, I don't know whether or not he enjoyed it, but I really did. Perhaps he was bothered by it.
I really want to get him to open his heart to me again, and be willing to try again.
I know he doesn't want to deal with the emotions again, I know he doesn't want to deal with me anymore.
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